Someone who shares similarly with my addiction.

I spend about as much time on the internet/computer as I do at my normal 8 hr day at work if not more on some nights.

So, I do lose sleep over it and yes I am getting to work just not always on time. I don't want it to be as forceful of an attraction as it is in my life, but I'm drawn in mainly due to the reason that I desire to find someone I can connect with and yes have a good time with. I'm not allowing myself to only sit back and see the possibilities online. That in the way of a social life would do me a discredit. But instead I am being active in meeting individuals on a here and there basis. So, I'm all in all spending less of a real and healthy social life than I am one in clouds and illusion. I'm not sure if anyone on here can connect with anything I have said, but weither you can or can not it would be nice to here someone elses circumstances, stories, addictions, ect...

I hope someone is willing to share not because I want to "fix", help, or change my or someone elses surcumstances but I would like to simply listen and understand and know that I am not the only one.

The Best of Wishes to All.

Ben Kaczmarek.